Wishing For Myself Again

Can you tell me why you left me here?
I feel so alone and cold.
My mind remains empty,
My heart overfilled…
& I just don't know where to go.

I want to have a place to call home,
I did once before.
Or was it just a dream?

It is so far away in my mind.
My mind which remains empty…
Where did all my feelings go?
All those that turned these words into prose.
I seem to be missing myself,
Can anyone help me out?
I want the girl who I used to know.

Bring her back to me,
Her thoughts brought me to my knees.
I need to feel the way she once did,
I want to get into her mind again.
I can't keep going on like this.

I need to love again.
The kind that is so sweet and pure.
& maybe now that we're apart
It's the start to finding me.